So I’m a lot calmer now than I was this morning, maybe because I had just woken up, or maybe cause I had a day to see people and experience a full day back in NY… but I still have to get this off my chest somehow.  I was gonna post this earlier this morning, with all the things I really felt like saying, but I didn’t want my friend to either wake up from my excessive typing or for him to read it while I’m writing it…

So after asking what you would think if you were to go on a triple blind date with people you don’t know (wow… that just finally made a littler more sense to me….but w/e)… i told you that i wasn’t exactly all too fond of that idea, but i told you it would be your own decision to make.  I let it go past me, and I told you to be careful and have a good time.  Now, I already had a feeling who it would be, and I personally DO NOT know this person at all, let alone anyone else who’s supposed to be with you, which makes it very unsettling, but it seems you trust this person… so okay.
Skip ahead to whatever feelings I had about this till this morning…  You tell me that you don’t know what you’re doing yet until this morning, when you tell me… “There’s dinner, drinking, then something else”

Is it just me, or do I not have the right to worry and tell you I’m super uncomfortable when you are going out to drink… when you dont drink without family, and you don’t even drink if you’re with me.  Okay, so maybe that’s not all too bad, you can have a good time.  BUT… with the guy who you have a history with… who nonstop fucking drunk texts you everytime he’s drunk telling you to get in his pants?  I don’t give a fuck if you say he has interest in this other girl he’s trying to bring there, cause it seems like he’s got other plans once he gets drunk… and somehow I still just believe you’re too naive to believe me even if I told you.  Kinda remind you of something?  

superheronights:

Prior to the wedding, you gather a strong wooden wine box, a bottle of wine and two glasses. Then, also before the ceremony, you both sit down separately and write love notes to each other, explaining your feelings on the eve of your wedding day. Each letter then gets sealed in its own envelope. You do not read your beau’s letter.

Then, at some point during the ceremony, your officiant explains the process, and the two of you seal the box by taking turns hammering in one nail at a time until the box is closed.

  You don’t open the box until your 10th anniversary, or really whatever anniversary you choose. Either way, on the day that you open the box, you both read the letters and drink the wine, remembering how you both felt just days before your wedding day.

your ability to do things, and your personality doesn’t change because of tattoos.

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All that’s left to do is make Strawberry Tea o.O

I think I’m gonna write a Summer Recap on here sometime… just for the hell of it.

And then I’ll go back and look for that 30 day Challenge I said I’d do like.. a month back xD

Makes me tear just thinking about this drama ;x